an end of a year always does this. it makes people reflect upon memories they had, emphasize on where they went wrong, and naturally want to redeem themselves in order to recover from their past mistakes. i guess in many ways a resolution is a good way to close things and a good way to begin anew - but only to a certain extent.

i figure i'm always making resolutions in my life. i don't need a holiday or some special occasion to signal my need to create some. as of this time being, i have no "new year's resolutions."

2004 was a good year and i'm thankful for it. thank God. for those going out and planning to have a crazy time, have fun and be safe!





good night.

Every time I read that story again
I wanna run and take the nails out
You remind me that those nails are mine
Once and for all to the end (Hebrews 9:26)

I’m not ready for this
I’m not ready yet
I’m not ready
For this ending
But it’s not over yet

You were speaking to a group last night
You asked someone to lay their pride out
I turned to see who it could be
You were looking me dead in the eye

I’ve been fighting against myself
And I’ve torn myself to pieces
I hear You calling, God, I hear You calling
“Stand up, stand up
And spend yourself for Jesus

- -cool hand luke

i'm not ready for this.

i figure  this is a good way to bring in december and the shopping season