don't get me wrong, i love new york - that was established last year.
but it's different this time around.

lately, i've been hiding in starbucks cafes from large crowds of people.
and all i want is some solitude and an iced caramel macchiato.
i also don't want to be alone - which doesn't exactly make sense...does it?

i'm not sure what it is but i know i feel tired.